.Friday, 29 August 2008 '
i'm wondering how much longer i can take this. at times i tell myself its alright yet at times i fear things would be in vain. but most of the time, the greatest i feel and fear for is the insecurity. are things to stay like this forever? cos i know i can't - i'll crumble. i know it takes time. i just don't know how long and what's wrong. i get extremely frustrated i'll get into bouts of tears thinking about it. all i need is the assurance. i'm afraid of telling my exact feelings lest another quarrel arises.
are guys really conquer-minded and take things for granted thereafter achieving something, considering almost everything's thrown in already? or once again, i'm just thinking too much and being hard to please?
gosh, its 3am. no wonder i'm feeling so emo. crazy.
but still, all i wanna say is, i'm only a girl after all.
