things went for the unexpected twist on thursday. feels like i'm being crushed under a huge rock. just, BAM! badly wanted a shoulder to cry on, any of my dearests to just be there for me. totally felt detached from the world - no energy to say much, no mood to do anything. at the end of the day, whatever tears i had, they simply couldn't come out...
plenty tell me it's a good thing. i know there are some greatness to this. but somehow my heart hurts, i just feel like crying. but oh well, it's all over. decisions were made, everything's cleared.
grateful to desmond for his short, simple yet powerful encouragement that lifted my spirits alot, "when one door closes, God opens many more". THANKS BROTHER! you hang in there too, yea? i'll be seeing you around only in church in future.
people that have experienced my temper or emo side since thursday, please do pardon me. give me a few days to collect myself back and be the whatever-you-think-i-am cass. :)
thanks ruby, thanks zi. without much words, i just feel the both of you supporting me silently. thank you. the hugs, or just hanging around made me feel happier. you both are awesome!
on a happier tone, i'm getting really excited about the zone camp!! correction. E378 is getting really excited about the zone camp!
GO UKIDA!! GO U-MALU!!!!!
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