.Thursday, 28 February 2008 '
i realised when my blog gets too wordy, it's very wordy. when there's only photos, it'll be alot.well anyway, yesterday was a super eventful day for me. very well-spent.work has been very smooth recently. what should have been done i've done them without much reminding. breezed through a shipment with one tough customer. had a few compliments (i'm trying my best to not let my head swell. LOL). well yea. yesterday was fine. till i realised BS only me and wyelin. i crashed and almost, almost teared. what the heck right?but God is always good. He never fail to brighten me up. received an sms from cindy saying i'm bravo 2 this week. i had to read the message twice before it sank in. i'm holding comms. FINALLY!! was quite worried i might not do a good job. but no, i'm gonna do my best and that shall be my benchmark to always strive to do better than before! yes!another good thing was, guess it's a blessing in disguise that only me and wyelin went for BS. spent some quality time together. even had haagen hazs. :) glad it happened cos it's been some time since we've spent time alone.i'm so happy!
i hope its not that i'm thinking too much. i crashed not because your didn't come but it was because i had to sms your to know no one is coming. made me wonder if i'm truly valued - i'm not always the first few on your minds ; i'm usually left out unless i happen to know or am there that i'll be included. i know my friendship cannot be compared to the many-years-more-than-me friendships. it's just that, you all are the ones i seriously treasure the most. be it good or bad, the first few on my mind that i'll wanna turn to is you all. i want to feel a permanent security of THAT place i have in your hearts'. i don't want words of affirmation cos that secures me only temporarily. or maybe, i'm just thinking too much.
