.Monday, 4 February 2008 '
i just wonder how some can actually talk and behave like nothing is wrong at all, and how they can actually forget who were the ones trying their best to stay by their side at times of difficulty, that now they just drift further away. to think i get reasons that they are still young to think. what crap?! or rather, should i say they just simply can't be bothered with the friendship anymore just because some hiccups came into the friendship in the past? used to be really upset, not knowing what can be done to get this friendship salvaged and back to how happy it used to be. but honestly, seeing how that particular person can look so nonchalent about how the downfall of this friendship is going doesn't seem to upset her, i'm fine then too. seriously can't see myself always being the one humbling to give way. if it's a 2-way thing, i don't mind. at least i know my efforts are worth-while. especially when the person is really tough to open up, no point. heck anyway.i'm just rambling. do hope the particular person is reading this and know it's her i'm referring to. much as i say i don't wanna bother anymore, i honestly still can't let go of this friendship that's so dear to me. sigh.
