.Tuesday, 8 January 2008 '
2007 ended quite well. but 2008 started off quite badly, even till now. i don't know. friends i thought were MY good friends actually have SO much to say about me. like, WOW?! i had to go through some other source to know how they are feeling, especially this ONE person. tsk. and the best thing, can talk and joke around with me like you never felt that way. what hypocrisy. i wonder if those friends of mine actually do feel and realise our friendship is straining? and that we aren't as close as before. it's hurting and bothering me quite alot that i'll always feel like crying just thinking about them. i'll really appreciate if we talked about it rather than remain this way. God, i know you'll pull me through and strengthen this friendships back, will you?
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chat with chris on msn. i agree with some stuffs he shared - it takes an event to change a person. well, i'll stop trying to make my point known anymore. and, it's a whole new year. i'm gonna heed chris advice! find new friends, that aren't self-centered, and can be someone i'll think of when i'm down. (: thanks chris. you rock big time! even sending me songs to cheer me up.
