.Friday, 26 October 2007 '
1 incident. thats all it takes to make me lose my trust in guys. boy, i'm so wrong when i thought all along i knew guys well.
words you've said to me, you've never applied them in actions. after what happened, its made me wonder. why on earth did you even step into my life for? if you know who you are and is reading this right now, i hate to say this to you but, you're never gaining back that amount of trust i had in you before.
i thought friends were supposed to be there for each other to go through thick and thin together. well instead, you're making me think likewise. i don't wanna fall into that pitch-dark bottomless pit again. please, do me a favour - stay away from me. i don't want my mindset of guys to deteoriate for the worse. to guys out there that i've been quite harsh or hostile towards recently, please excuse me. i need time to stand up again. and worry less. i'm only affected in the emotional realm. i'm totally fine in other areas. (:
