.Thursday, 23 August 2007 '
now. about last weekend.saturdaycan anyone believe it? i was charlie terrace IC! when linkeong appointed me as CT IC, e ushers serving in CT all turned to me, waiting for CT's briefing or further instructions. i CONKED out for a moment! e most i'm given was BT 2nd IC? now i'm given e largest zone, being e 1st IC?! like, argh!!! praise God i'm given such an important role, but i was caught totally off guard! and, it's always been me LISTENING to briefing, not me GIVING briefing. with my heart thumping like mad, "err... err... your know what to do right? normal procedure. okay. we gather back to lay CT after refreshments." like, CRAP la! how stupid can i get?! felt so idiotic! all this aside, i really wanna thank group 2 for sending ushers to help us out. we may have ABUNDANCE of ushers in e end from our own section, still, group 2 was of great help! both me & wyelin(CT 2nd IC), together with all e CT wonderful ushers, filled e whole zone up, loophole-less! hehe. service was of cos great! who can surpass Dr Joyce Meyer in explaining things that seem hard to absorb/understand so simply?! lying on e floor in front of a whole congregation to explain things to us?! sounds crazy, yea. but she's really got THAT ability to make me go, "eh. so simple. why didn't i understand that before?" :)sundaye WORSE service i've attended on sundays! i am so so so VERY disturbed. brothers that DON'T have e 'manhood' in them. i know everyone wants good seats for themselves & their cg. so do i. but i seriously don't see a need to PUSH your way in. turning a deaf ear to e usher's words right? everytime before door opens, "everyone, PLEASE DON'T PUSH. no running." okay. i know i do run. BUT i don't push. think that's a dead routine e usher has to say huh?! look what happen when people turn deaf ears to things like this. especially those brothers that caused this incident on sunday! push push push. PUSHED A SISTER, making her sprawl on e floor. and what?! just RUN past her. people all around too! walk past e sister like as though she's a heap of maybe, bag? or whatever else people thought she was. she sprawled near to e alpha terrace black cloth, with her slippers at e other side of e black cloth. imagine how she fell. and what if she hit her head against e pole behind e black curtains that holds alpha terrace? consequences would be super bad. thank goodness she just hurt her knee. never think one leh, this brothers! elbowing my breast isn't enough huh? must make someone fall. if i HAD seen who pushed her down, i'll definitely grab THAT person on e spot & scold. i don't see him cry i won't stop. so pissed off! argh. it's been 2 days already. it's still so disturbing. better stop. i believe God will deal with whoever did that to that sister. *heaves a sigh of relief*alright. for sermon. it was awesome! finding a hurt & healing it ; finding a need & meeting it. may have heard it umpteen times, but it always come in a different spirit. lunched with michelle, alex & jon at airport. chilled at viewing gallery awhile & headed home. bad start to the day, lousy & boring day too. SIGH. maybe i'll stop being so devoted to UFG. & i'll prolly have lesser disappointments. yea. i should. can't understand how people rather choose sleep/laziness over fellowshiping. "oh, i'm so tired. i wanna rest." DUH. like i'm not. i mean, who isn't tired?! * rolls eyes *suddenly. i've a craving. i want plain white porridge with you tiao. YUM. :)
