♥ living a life built on the Beatitudes

.Thursday, 28 February 2008 '

i realised when my blog gets too wordy, it's very wordy. when there's only photos, it'll be alot.

well anyway, yesterday was a super eventful day for me. very well-spent.

work has been very smooth recently. what should have been done i've done them without much reminding. breezed through a shipment with one tough customer. had a few compliments (i'm trying my best to not let my head swell. LOL). well yea. yesterday was fine. till i realised BS only me and wyelin. i crashed and almost, almost teared. what the heck right?

but God is always good. He never fail to brighten me up. received an sms from cindy saying i'm bravo 2 this week. i had to read the message twice before it sank in. i'm holding comms. FINALLY!! was quite worried i might not do a good job. but no, i'm gonna do my best and that shall be my benchmark to always strive to do better than before! yes!

another good thing was, guess it's a blessing in disguise that only me and wyelin went for BS. spent some quality time together. even had haagen hazs. :) glad it happened cos it's been some time since we've spent time alone.

i'm so happy!

i hope its not that i'm thinking too much. i crashed not because your didn't come but it was because i had to sms your to know no one is coming. made me wonder if i'm truly valued - i'm not always the first few on your minds ; i'm usually left out unless i happen to know or am there that i'll be included. i know my friendship cannot be compared to the many-years-more-than-me friendships. it's just that, you all are the ones i seriously treasure the most. be it good or bad, the first few on my mind that i'll wanna turn to is you all. i want to feel a permanent security of THAT place i have in your hearts'. i don't want words of affirmation cos that secures me only temporarily. or maybe, i'm just thinking too much.

2:19 pm Y

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these photos were taken during CNY. just got them recently. so here goes...

look, smart ass! i mean the box la~

she was trying to get some makeover thus the photo

the attention isn't on me but sam. she looks so HAHA

my trademark pose (:

debbie

malcolm the old man

THE COUSINS! all at our bests

yea. my boyfriend

1:26 pm Y

.Wednesday, 20 February 2008 '

the pleasant surprise on Valentine's Day

5:02 pm Y

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been blogging lesser and lesser. super busy at work, and well yea, lazy. haha.

had a very pleasant surprise on valentine's day. received an sms after my bath from an unknown number saying i've a bouquet of flowers at my door step. at 7.30am!! thinking it was a prank, i peeped through the door-hole but saw no one. being very cautious, i opened the door, finding a bouquet truly at my door handle. really surprised. but nameless. -.- and wyelin, really sweet. sent the wrong sms to me. haha. nevertheless, i knew in the later part of the day whom the flowers were from. thank you! was truly a pleasant surprise, and i like it. (:

surprised zi on monday for her birthday. didn't start off really well. but the moment i saw how her face glowed seeing the macaroons cake, i knew the whole surprise was all worth it. oh yea. photos are with me. let me upload them. next post. (:

4:54 pm Y

.Wednesday, 6 February 2008 '

One of the pillars of Singapore's bid for the Youth Olympic Games 2010 is the use of new media. Thus, I will like to call upon every blogger, especially the youth, to express online your support for Singapore's bid for YOG 2010.

Put an entry in your own blog to show your support. Simply use the caption "I support Singapore's bid for Youth Olympic Games 2010!" as the title of your blog entry.

Let's start an online campaign to help Singapore win the bid. So, those of you who are reading now, start putting an entry into your blog too. Let's spread this msg... and do our small part to help Singapore be the first city to host the YOG. Let's blaze the trail!

(entire post is copied from 84's blog. do the same to support Singapore in being the first city to host the very first YOG!)

10:16 am Y

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i don't always copy what i read in others' blog(sorry 85), but i feel this is something good to share.

Submissive leadership requires

A kind and gentle honesty

That will attend to others' needs

And win their love and loyalty

The only leaders qualified to lead are those who have learned to serve.

Especially the sentence i bold. like, WOW. though i don't really have the habit of reading nowadays, at least i can keep myself updated with inspiring articles through some blogs. yea. :)

i felt i did something right yesterday. i called up this very dear person, broke the wall that was built between our friendship recently down. we seem to have assured each other everything is fine now that we've trashed our feelings out. boy, am i glad i have God in my life to sometimes give me the extra boost of courage at times i least expect it to come. ha. love ya tons, you-know-who-you-are. LOL.

9:53 am Y

.Monday, 4 February 2008 '

i just wonder how some can actually talk and behave like nothing is wrong at all, and how they can actually forget who were the ones trying their best to stay by their side at times of difficulty, that now they just drift further away. to think i get reasons that they are still young to think. what crap?! or rather, should i say they just simply can't be bothered with the friendship anymore just because some hiccups came into the friendship in the past? used to be really upset, not knowing what can be done to get this friendship salvaged and back to how happy it used to be. but honestly, seeing how that particular person can look so nonchalent about how the downfall of this friendship is going doesn't seem to upset her, i'm fine then too. seriously can't see myself always being the one humbling to give way. if it's a 2-way thing, i don't mind. at least i know my efforts are worth-while. especially when the person is really tough to open up, no point. heck anyway.

i'm just rambling. do hope the particular person is reading this and know it's her i'm referring to. much as i say i don't wanna bother anymore, i honestly still can't let go of this friendship that's so dear to me. sigh.

10:42 am Y