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.Tuesday, 31 July 2007 '

i don't feel like blogging, but i wanna share about my experience this weekend. trying to keep it as short as possible.

friday
for cellgroup, we had something different. we had a sharing session - share a revelation or a Word in season. was quite cool. some shared about how we've changed & grown. was lovely.

saturday
i wasn't late for fellowship with e UFGs. told u all i won't be. *pats head* weicheng & i went to get yunru's present. meijing was funny, gave unclear descriptions. haha. during support, did a lil' of bulletins, helped kendra with e ministry boxes, sneaked away to wrap yunru's present. separated e shoes into 2 boxes, wrapped plenty of layers of newspapers. aha!

service was really great. helpout during ministry service. e louder someone manifests, e more they struggle, e happier i am. call me sick if u must. haha. there were some really violent. also brothers talking in girl voices, etc etc. i was delivered too. and was told i manifested quite strong too. which is great. i'm cleansed of e Spirit of rejection & fear. yay! ended around 9plus. cleared up a lil' at logis. left around 10plus for dinner at bedok mac. cabbed hm with mich.

sunday
i was e first to reach to queue. hehe. everything as usual, chiong seats, hurry people. ministry service was more power-packed & Spirit-filled, compared to saturday. was a last minute decision to helpout for ministry service. BOY, DIDN'T REGRET THAT DECISION! thanks to wanyun. told me to be alex's(not e CU) runner. then changed to be eugene's runner. again, changed to become tzehwa's runner. was upset at first cos it's 1 of my dream to be eugene's runner. but when tzehwa told me he's 1-0 (Pst Derek) runner, and i follow him or Pst Derek when he's ministering, i'm like 'wwoah...' super super excited. my first attempt as a runner, and it's following after Pst Derek, how much cooler can it get? hehe.

[[ wanyun, thanks for trusting me & giving me this opportunity. but most importantly, if God had not placed me at tunnel 3 for me to bump into u, i wouldn't have been given that responsibility. it can't possibly have been a coincidence. so yup, thank God for all e God-incidences! hehe. :) ]]

e best part that don't often happen - after ministering, Pst Derek moved in e Spirit. many experienced Holy laughter. presence was sooo nice. all e laughter sounded so nice. and Pst went down to touch some. wonderful...

after service, was helping logis to pack stuffs to bring to SIS. quite a few of e logis personnels were like, 'eh. when u gonna join logis ar? don't be a freelance logis personnel la. join us...' haha. e more i help them, e more i am so attracted to logis. must pray about it & talk to jeremy first.

left expo around 6plus, headed to airport for dinner. wanted popeye at first. but have to take skytrain, we were quite lazy & tired already thus headed to staff canteen. thou its only 5 of us (wyelin, erin, gordon, alvin & me), we still had a really good time of fellowship. chatted about e JW times etc. and we trolley-ed ourselves from e staff canteen to some slope area, then to viewing gallery(sheer madness la!). gordon seriously can't win me at dai-dee whenever we play there. ha!

bus-ed to wyelin's house, alighted & changed to 21 with alvin. alighted at my stop, walked me to my gate & he cabbed to his house area, to STUDY. that time was already 12am. he's mad, saying that time is e best to study. i'm like, 'huh? isn't that e best time to sleep?' haha.

anyway, that's another of my always power-packed weekends. physically tired. but spiritually charged, cleansed & fruitfully rewarded; not only in my life, but also ministry-ly. wanted this post short, but it doesn't look like anymore. haha.


7:11 am Y





.Saturday, 28 July 2007 '

YAY! its finally friday. i'm kept so busy this past 2 days. but i'm glad i'm kept busy la. haha. rather than nothing to do. BUT, its too much at 1 time le. argh. thanks to alan ng! he's so gonna get it from me this weekend if i see him. so much so for he & his 'flower pot' & his 'very free leh'. itchy mouth!

oh yesterday i watched e movie, ALONE. i seriously don't know what's gotten over me to agree to watch that show. i was covering my ears & shutting my eyes sooo tightly throughout like, a quarter of e movie la. i find The Maid scary enough already, yet i still went to watch something that's produced by e cast of SHUTTER, e scariest horror movie?! i must be insane. i must be...

today cg would be sharing session. think it'll be cool. share on any revelation we have for e week, or a Word in season. hehe. and i wonder what's for refreshment this week~ oh. annie & elson are transferring cg. all e best! :)

and tomorrow, PST MIKE CONNELL!!! my 3rd time attending his svc. weeeee ~

UFGs, i won't be late tomorrow. i'll be soooo early. erm, won't be late that's it la. haha. just u people see. those still waiting for photos to be uploaded, please accept my sincere apologies. promise to have them sent by e end of this week. :) also ah. our ms chiu wyelin wants study group. those who wanna join e UFGSG, please sign up with ms cass. LOL.

OH! dorigo sent me 2 songs from 迷路兵. & 适应. YAY! thanks dori. hehe. i want more!

gerald was trying to cheer a don't-know-why-will-emo-cass just now, he sent me this youtube link. quite hilarious. do watch. i think i'm so into youtube recently. haha.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=di9WfEUUfiY

okay. i'm being quite random here right? hee.

ciaoz prolly for this week! :D


8:27 am Y





.Friday, 27 July 2007 '

to my UFGs - do u all realize, excluding Father's Day, we've not been spending time with our family since SOTM started? this week, let's have lunch together, a short fellowship & head home early. especially those having their 'O' levels this year.

some of u might say, "oh! i've been studying alot during e week already. i study ** hours."
would studying more hurt?
some of u might say, "haiyo. my parents always go out on their own during weekends. i go home also no use."
at least u are home they won't say u are always out on weekends, right?

we don't only have 2 days in a week to fellowship. during e week, meeting for dinner is probable, or those still schooling can form study groups. fellowshiping isn't always just about going crazy or laughter, y'know?

in short, we should reduce e time we spend together(not because i don't like spending time with u all, but our family need us as much. also to spare a thought for e 'O' level students).


2:03 am Y





.Thursday, 26 July 2007 '

been spending e whole morning watching all e 迷路兵 videos there is on youtube. not that i have no work. but whenever there is work, i'll stop to finish it up first. oh, share with u guys some of my favourites from all e 迷路兵 videos i've watched.

勇气
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kMyq6gwRr_Q

Woosa
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AFyTWR0as34

Tian Mi Mi
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pZ--oSbIYjo

Xiao Wei
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_sJSG4R3EdU

Ai De Chu Ti Yan
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3ZI9vVMtuFk

Hei Se Mao Yi + Du Yi Wu Er
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=221FMsIRp64

Wang Ba Dan
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ydbdDp6vTs8

sam's so musically inclined, nic's voice is really solid & weiqi knows beatboxing. how much more talented can they get? go 迷路兵!

*screams & shout* (gerald is gonna say i'm so going mad & will remind me of someone. haha)


5:03 am Y





.Wednesday, 25 July 2007 '

e pianist isn't very good, but its made me reminisce e good ol' piano days. i really regret quitting piano, alot. if i had not quitted, i'll probably be maybe at like, e last grade now?
i miss playing e piano...
i regret letting dad & mom sell e piano away...
i want my piano bbaaaccccckkkkkk...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sw3cIFl1n74


劉畊宏's 幸福的距離 MV. his wife, vivi wang is in there. they look uber sweet & lovely together. like, awww ~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8QrV-UVH09w


and this song, meaningful and nice.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qLeH6kQPLzw&mode=related&search


there's many many more 劉畊宏 MVs on youtube. but this are e other 2 that attracted me e most, other than 彩虹天堂. hehe.

too-doos people. 525pm. another day has past. :)


8:20 am Y





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i NEED:
- cushion/pillow for work
- thick jacket (it's freezing in e office!)

i WANT:
- e green SINFUL jacket with e cross design ($159)
- a pair of flats
- a mini electric kettle
- Mi Lu Bing's debut album
- 刘畊宏's Rainbow Heaven & City of Angels album
- Zouk's Mambo Jumbo - The Phenomenon album ($18)

i know there are more stuffs i want. but i can only remember this few for now.

anyone wanna bless me? HAHA.

oh. i can't believe MLB are all older than me. they look younger than me la! sam's 21 this year, same as me. nic 23 & weiqi 22. they so don't look THEIR age right?! and did i mention i'm so in love with sam? he plays e drum, guitar, piano and even sings! multi-talented. awww ~

* faints


1:22 am Y





.Tuesday, 24 July 2007 '

i'm not feeling e monday blues today. my day has passed so fast. kept telling weicheng just now - its so great to have the joy of the Lord! weeee!

now i know why most people said harry potter this time isn't nice. compared to chamber of secrets, this is so bad. e kissing scene - i so have to agree with u veron. it was weird. lols. also, why is dumbledore e one fighting voldemort instead of harry? boring... e UFGs were lil' crazy. made jeering noises at some parts of e show, threw popcorn. whahaha! another fun time together.

oh yay! its 520pm now. byebye monday! (:


8:20 am Y





.Monday, 23 July 2007 '

friday
cg was supposed to be at chris hse but we waited till almost 8 for her to reach home. in e end changed venue to leslie's hse. first time this has ever happened. had a short prayer session, then fellowship - beehoon, sausages, chicken wings, snacks, cakes! oh. did i mention we had 7 new friends? uber cool. we watched Constantine halfway, packed up & headed home. took cab with timo, ruby & zi. couldn't stop laughing while waiting for cab.



saturday
late for fellowship with e UFGs, again. argh.

this week we served external. i did traffic 3. which, i thought was easy. boy, i'm SO wrong! now its my new-found challenge for external. pray that youmei & jeremy will allocate me to do T3 again e next time we serve external. i wanna do better than last sat! i believe i can do it, much much much better!

our cg had 9 friends for service. if we plus those that were not present, we've been reaching out to a total of 12 friends since movie madhouse! e378, God is definitely moving in our cellgroup! let's keep on keeping on! *wide smile*


- i wanna be intimate with God.
- i wanna seek God always, in good or bad times.
- i wanna experience God ALL e time & not only in my quiet-time, during cell group meetings or services.
- i wanna fast every mon & thu because i wanna be self-humbling, have God's supernatural protection & victory
- i wanna weaken my carnal nature to be more like Jesus.



sunday
woke up at 7am when i'm supposed to wake up at 530am, as well as give ms chiu & cass morning call at 630. thanks ar peixiong. u yourself also late. make me cab down. bite your hand again ar! LOL. i really LOVE e sermon - THE LORD'S PRAYER. oh! i like how they have changed e intro for 'awaken my soul'.

i've always loved e name of God that reveals His character & nature :
a. Jehovah Tsidkenu - "God my Righteousness"
b. Jehovah M'kaddesh - "God my Sanctification"
c. Jehovah Shalom - "God my Peace"
d. Jehovah Shammah - "God is Present"
e. Jehovah Rapha - "God my Healer"
f. Jehovah Jireh - "God my Provider"
g. Jehovah Nissi - "God my Banner"
h. Jehovah Rohi - "God my Shephard"


trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct your paths (prov 3:5-6)

all the things that i do is only to please God, not for anyone else.


all those in italics are things that stood out for this past 2 day's sermon. i'm not "copying & pasting" it here to show off, or have nothing better to blog about. but i believe it might impact those who bother to read my blog in a way or another. even in future when i read it again if i were to be at my lowest, it will help to rekindle my fire, love & passion for God.

i realised this is my longest post, ever. haha.


1:53 pm Y





.Saturday, 21 July 2007 '

finally had my eyebrows plucked! bought a glittery black eye shadow. yay! don't know why i'm so into dark colours recently. haha. bought a blue top from topshop. gonna wear it tomorrow. just wanna buy 1 more thing, a new pair of flats, that's all. (:

and yes. after like, what seems-like-eternity, i'm meeting elson again to club tomorrow night. this time, with his botak head. whahaha! i wonder how he look like.......
(eh. in case u peeps think he's like my bf or what from how i express, NO! he's not. he's a very close ITE classmate aka "part-time bf". just some lame jokes la. haha).

tomorrow, saturday!!! yayness!!!


8:07 am Y





.Friday, 20 July 2007 '

yesyes, this is not cass's 5th post!
but this is a post by Jon.


Jon's here to say that Cass is nice.
but i bet you all think Jon's nicer.
thanks!!! *bows*

sorry cass, im bored and got nothing to do :D



JON, YOU'RE GONNA GET IT TOMORROW!!!


12:58 pm Y





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wah. plus this post, i blogged 4 times in a day! first time. shows i've really nothing to do. okay, i'm being random again. going home soon. tomorrow's friday (CG!) & saturday!


YAY!


8:21 am Y





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i'm in a super uber good mood today. don't ask me why. morning though i missed e company bus, i still can smile when i took public transport & walk e long way in. e air is so fresh. everything seems so nice. even my irritating colleague couldn't change my feeling good. i guess when u feel good, u FEEL good. nothing can affect. teeheehee.

i keep smiling to myself. people might think i've a screw loose up there. haha. maybe i'm just too excited for saturday to come... (",)


7:37 am Y





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oh yes. i miss yan ting. xiao rong. all e3o4's. after i spoke to joce on e phone yesterday. especially yan ting, when are we gonna meet up??? its been so long. since seoul garden...

SIGH.


1:42 am Y





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it's already thursday. my flu is starting to be slightly (ONLY!!) better. can't believe i can stay sick for so many days. it seems that as i grow older, i get sick easier. why oh why?! i really am gonna start watching my diet, my snacking and drinking of sufficient water. i remember jennifer saying, 'to be a logis personnel, they must be healthy cos they can't fall sick easily & find a replacement etc'. (saying that cos i still wanna join logis!) i wanna stay healthy. i guess e least i could do is be less lazy, drink more water, eat more fruits and PRAY MORE! agree? lols.

tomorrow after cg, we'll be having a cg movie 'outing' - HARRY POTTER. like, argh. will be watching it on sunday with e UFGs. i can't say no to e UFGs, i've given my word. wyelin especially, will KILL me. ha! cg is an 'outing'. we've new friends & i wanna be there. oh my. i can't imagine if i wasn't on MC on monday. if i went to watch with tiffany & company, i'll be watching it like, THREE times!!! and when critics says this time it isn't as nice? LOL.

YAYness to God, youmei and jeremy! if youmei manages to get hold of an extra com-set, i'll be on e com-set to listen to e instructions given and observe how they work. like, COOL! was sharing with jeremy i see bravo terrace RSIC as a challenge cos i have to handle a whole zone by myself. i've been e BT RSIC for almost a month. i feel i've 'conquered' it. e last two times when i served BT, there wasn't any loopholes(exclude those that walk out halfway through sermon la) at all. especially e very recent one. i was quite disturb after what happened between gerald and i. but, together with moxi, we still filled up e whole BT. praise God! now that i've 'conquered' BT, God is rising me to listen in on how e leaders work? way way cool!!!

i can't wait for weekend!!! to fellowship with e UFGs, to SERVE(!!!!!!!), receive God's Word, feel His tangible presence, fellowship more with e UFGs after recycling and sunday service! YAY!


1:13 am Y





.Thursday, 19 July 2007 '

Found You, the greatest love divine
Born again, Your DNA inside
I'll stand with You
When faith and fear collide
Called out, to be Your Salt and Light
You hold the power to define
Heaven waits
For the saints to shine

There must be something more
There must be something more

Awaken my soul
To who i am in You
Awaken my soul
As You make all things new
I can do all things through You
I can do all things through You

Who strengthen me

Our faith has overcome
Our faith has overcome
Our faith has overcome this world


12:15 pm Y





.Wednesday, 18 July 2007 '

terrible flu. like a running tap - endless. argh.

stuffing my nose with tissue paper. eeyer.

plus, e air-conditioning is making it worse.

AND.and.I.i.KEEP.keep.SNEEZINGgg.

call me rudolf the red nose reindeer. haha.


5:09 am Y





.Tuesday, 17 July 2007 '

BLARDY.


why am i always so sicky? feeling sooo terrible now. a throat that feels absolutely swollen, feverish body, splitting headache. h*ll la! take half day. oh man! and i can't go watch harry potter with tiffany they all this evening. it sucks la!

waiting for dad to fetch me go see doc. thanks pa. sacrifice your lunch hour to bring me to e doctor's.


SO HATE BEING SICK!!!



3:13 am Y





.Saturday, 14 July 2007 '

bored in e office, again. but, it's a friday!!! whoo-hoo!!!



Your Aura is Yellow
You're a deeply happy and content person, and you enjoy sharing your cheer with others.While you may seem like a simple optimist, there is a lot of thinking going on inside you.
The purpose of your life: bringing joy and a better life to others
Famous yellows include: Conan O'Brien, Jenny Mccarthy, Jim Carrey
Careers for you to try: Athlete, Actor, Yoga Instructor

What Color Is Your Aura?
i don't mind being an athlete. =)



Your Interpersonal Intelligence Score: 85%
Your Interpersonal Intelligence is Very High
You go beyond being a "people person." Connecting with people is the most important thing in your life.You're empathetic, friendly, and outgoing. You are the kind of friend people dream of having.Your interpersonal intelligence is a gift. And you use it well.
How Does Your Interpersonal Intelligence Rate?
do any of u ever dream of having a friend like me? haha!




Your EQ is 133
50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?
when my EQ is so high, my IQ must be super low. LOL!



Your Weight is Ideal

Your BMI is 19.9 - a healthy BMI falls between 18.5 and 25

Congratulations, you are the perfect weight for your height.
Even though you may not be entirely happy with your weight, you are healthy.
So gain or lose a few pounds if you want, but don't go too crazy!

Don't agree? Blame the government standards we based this test on!

Do You Need to Lose Weight?
people, u see that?! i'm healthy! =P


12:47 am Y





.Friday, 13 July 2007 '

Hi, i'm Cass's son, Jon, like, i'm here to help her to post. :D
i'm such a nice person, that's why!

okay, topic 1) Why is Jon such a nice person?
Answer: I think Jon's such a nice person because of his personality. He's always so helpful. what's more, he's HANDSOME! muahahha, okay, and i think his eyes are so sexy, even though his eyes are just like mine, they're kinda cool. and when he stares at me i can faint.

okay, topic 2) Why does Jon deserve free ice-cream?
Answer: Because when Jon's a nice guy, he should have free ice-cream. Every nice person deserves something nice, so let's give him free ice-creams okay?

okay, topic 3) Why should we be nice to Jon?
Answer: Every nice person gets treated back nicely, it's like.. a cycle of life. if i treat you nice, you'd better be nice to me as well!

okay, topic 4) Why you should ALWAYS talk to Jon?
Answer: He's so funny he makes Charlie Chaplin look like George Washington. heh heh. :D


okay, i've crapped enough. oh man when cass reads this on monday she'll kill me.. hahaha. byebye :D


10:36 pm Y





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1 more day & its saturday. haven't been spending lunch on saturdays with e UFGs recently. sooo gonna spend it with them this saturday. mom, don't try to be funny last minute. >.<

i don't wanna go for e company dinner this friday anymore. it clashes with cell group. i also don't wanna go m'sia for e durian trip this sunday anymore. it clashes with SOTM. if i knew it will extend, i won't agree to go. going to m'sia also means that i can't go for rainft's housewarming party. sighhh.

oh. those who have asked me why lana's not updated for so long. actually they are. just that e server is down, they are currently at http://www.tunikshop.com/. alot of new stuffs. again, i'm gonna spree there. die....... haha~


1:42 am Y





.Wednesday, 11 July 2007 '

1. A good shepherd will correct and protect his sheep.
we need to look out for solitary, hermit and wandering sheep even in the team.
- those who stray and get distracted from serving or do not fellowship with other ushers;
- those who don't take advice or discipleship;
- those who breed discontent by talking to peers about their leaders.

2. A good shepherd fights for his sheep when they are in trouble.

3. A good shepherd is gentle and merciful to his sheep.
(Ps 23:6)
Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me
All the days of my life;
And I will dwell in the house of the Lord
Forever.

copied, pasted it over from wanyun's blog. i like what she share. especially point 1. yes, i may not be a team leader, or anywhere near it, but i wanna be able to look out for any of e ushers in my team who feels that serving is "hi!, serve together, bye!" type. i want them to feel that usher ministry is not only a ministry to serve e people. but its a ministry with all e friendships filled with love.

take jeremy lee (eh. fyi for those who don't know, thats my team leader.) for example. he's so far 1 of e best leaders i think most can have.

point 1 - he corrects our way of thinking on different matters. sometimes when i 'complain' about something that happened, he'll take his time to explain carefully to me why i should not think that way etc. and he totally never believes in talking about someone else, be it leader or not.

point 2 - during e period of time when keeve wanna take away my ministry, jeremy said "don't worry. i am willing to risk my neck to keep u in UM cos u are a good usher." like, aww. that's how protective he is of his sheep when they meet with problems. of cos, most team leaders will do their best to keep them in e ministry. but e way he phrased it, i instantly felt how much he cares, not only for me but i believe e whole team too.

point 3 - most of u will agree with me, i guess. take ushers who back out from serving last min for eg. he didn't flare up. no one has seen jeremy angry before(except logistics personnels). he'll just smile & ask them to enjoy svc. recently, 3 of e ushers which supposedly must report for duty all back out. all jeremy commented was, smile & said "then e rest will have to enlarge their capacity." like, WOW. maybe if its me, i would have gotten angry a little.

i wanna rise up! i wanna take up more responsibilities. i wanna be able to put these 3 points to use one day. & its gonna be sometime soon! i wanna be like jeremy, always so calm & collected with 0.01% of anger in him.

oh Lord, mould me, use me.


12:58 am Y





.Tuesday, 10 July 2007 '

monday blues... feeling so sleepy right now, 3:25pm. reading fai's blog & came across www.blogthings.com. randomly did some tests.

Your Five Factor Personality Profile
Extroversion:
You have high extroversion.You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends.You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation.Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!"
Conscientiousness:
You have low conscientiousness.Impulsive and off the wall, you don't take life too seriously.Unfortunately, you sometimes end up regretting your snap decisions.Overall, you tend to lack focus, and it's difficult for you to get important things done.
Agreeableness:
You have high agreeableness.You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly.Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone.You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance.
Neuroticism:
You have low neuroticism.You are very emotionally stable and mentally together.Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly.Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure.
Openness to experience:
Your openness to new experiences is medium.You are generally broad minded when it come to new things.But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it.You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue.


You Are 50% Perfectionist
No one would call you a perfectionist, but you definitely have a side of you that strives to be perfect.Try to see your mistakes as learning experiences, and don't be so hard on yourself when you screw up!


You Are 8% Shy
You aren't shy at all, in fact, you're probably quite outgoing.You are comfortable in almost any social situation, no matter how difficult.


Your Fashion Style is Urban
You've got a style all your own... and it worksNot too trendy, not too freaky - you've got streetwear down to a scienceYou always look cute and put together, but keep it comfortable tooYou're the type of girl that creates trends and inspires others to be funky





You Are 76% Grown Up, 24% Kid



Congratulations, you are definitely quite emotionally mature.

Although you have your moments of moodiness, you're usually stable and level headed.


i've done more than just this 5. e rest are crap tests. haha. and now is 4:29pm. aww man. an hour more is gonna be like eternity. yawn.


7:29 am Y





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this week's sermon was great. i really feel e most during sunday's Word :

when you are insulted, bullied & persecuted, publicly humiliated, do the unexpected:
Forgive! Show grace!

having "unlimited" love by loving, blessing, doing good, praying for my enemies.

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i want my love to surpass the Gentiles! i wanna love people like how God loves me! seriously been blessed so much by SOTM Pst Kong is preaching. he's more than what any of us can ask for. flying here & there - weekdays overseas, weekends back to preach to us. praise God for Pst Kong, & giving him such annointing, & answering all our prayers for him, SUN & baby dayan!

yup. finally UFG managed to come to my house after service. rena & i were saying we should leave immediately but again, AGAIN, we delayed. not as bad as e usual though.

headed to bedok sheng shiong, ntuc & skp to get e essential food & utensils etc. and jon, MADE us RUN for bus 31. everyone was panting like crazy on e bus. haha. but was funny. fooled around on e bus journey back. changed bus, walked yadayada.

intro-ed here & there back home. crap a lil. and, e brothers ar! stink my room up with their socks. eww can?! *gags* weicheng, u came at night but forgot to show u my photos. they were looking through. sigh. another time.

finally went down. everyone was so water-shy at first. when they saw sammie throw e 2 floats down, 1by1 asked me for extra clothes to go into e water. oh, oh! jon & rainft were super comical. they managed to fit into sammie & mei's pants. haha! sorry guys, just can't help laughing. should have made u both pose for a shot first. bwhahaha!

everyone went in except meijing, yunru & me. alvin finally arrive with e fire starter(which we obviously forgot if not they won't all be in e water. they'll be eating already). started bbq-ing & eating. wyelin, michelle, gordon, jon were kinda mad. eat, go swim, eat again, then swim again. so chilly at night. wonder how they can take it.

overall, i enjoyed myself. and thank God no one pushed me in. i was actually lying but having my period. hehe! hope u guys did have fun! :D

oh btw, my mom said u all are HIGH. lols.

oh yes. not sure if its this video jon & wyelin are talking about. got this from sammie's blog. check out e lil' girl. she's cute!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=In5uec02E8U


3:36 am Y





.Monday, 9 July 2007 '

i got lots of random stuffs to blog. haha.

thanks to my mysterious tagger, fcuk, that i know how much my blog is read by friends & how much they care. i'm really surprised jolin reads mine. haha. jolin, don't say me! its true. but i'm glad u are. LOVEya to bits. oookay. e rest too. and, i MEAN it.

fcuk, i probably don't know how i've offended u in any way from my entries. people have secret admirers, i have secret enemies. haha! nevertheless, thanks for reading my blog. maybe my words or anything could have portrayed 'bitchiness' & 'despo-ness', thanks for pointing out. i believe no one will say another for something they are not. so, i'll reflect & work on that. i'm open to people telling me how sucky i am in different areas of my attitude or character. that's how i see i can improve myself to be someone better. but don't be so hurtful la. heh. hopefully, if u are my friend, i wouldn't force u to disclose your identity. would be lovely if u wanna. :P but if we're total strangers(which i doubt so), nice to meet u, hope to know u better. cheers! =D
gosh. it feels better to talk then scold scold scold. yay!


i realised that i don't have much random things to blog after typing e above. oops.

ooohya. remembered had a small quarrel with gerald. or should i say, misunderstanding? don't wanna blog what exactly happened. just feel that i shouldn't be fooling around in e first place. given me in his socks, i'll be peeved too. ohwell. its over. we're alright already. we thrashed it all out during recycling. i'm still his good friend, he's still 1 of e few i share more to. YAYness to friendships & God for blessing them!
GERALD : i know i've said it, but still wanna apologise - i'm sorry. and i'll keep to my promise. its just u & me alone that i will disturb. BUT as less as possible. :)

i've still not gotten a cushion/pillow to put in e office yet!!! sometimes i wonder why am i so hard to please. haha. i want something nice & comfy. sounds simple right? but i'll always have excuses to why a cushion/pillow don't suit. sigh. nothing to hug in e office. * hint hint *

think i'm random enough for now. lols.


2:56 pm Y





.Saturday, 7 July 2007 '

finally, its friday! and there's a party for cg today at christine's hse! whoo-hoo! gonna go home get my stuffs to stay over at christine's tonight. oh, and e camera. hopefully i'll remember. if not handphone will do too. upload pictures soon! (:

tomorrow, SATURDAY! serving bravo. though its e like, 4th time my section is serving bravo continuously, i'm starting to fall very in love with bravo terrace. RSIC. gosh. challenges to handle e whole terrace = enlarging my capacity. thank you God, youmei & jeremy for giving me this chance. *LOVES

FCUK, WATCH YOUR WORDS. i'm not
threatening, but u are just so timid - comment on others' blogs with such a name? oh puh-leaze. if u have e courage to tag rubbish, how come u don't have e courage to put your real name? AND, technology is advanced now. i've traced your IP address. continue your 'timidity' on my tagboard & see what i can do. just don't try me. so much so for your:

" have your own style la biatch. stop being sucha copycat and get a life. and quit bein so despo.
-puke "

ooohh wow. i'm SCARED-ED.


7:27 am Y





.Friday, 6 July 2007 '

i know singyee is waiting for e pictures we've taken at vivo yesterday...




e candies we've bought for e UFG at candy empire


evil junhui wanna BBQ them!!


at ben & jerry's









"james bond" & his girls


any model agency wanna sign us up?



while we were having fun, junhui...








junhui.is.trying.his.BEST.to.keep.his.legs.above.the.water


its a star formation, if u can't see



we're really lying down on e floor...


natural pose



another fun time of fellowship. met up with junhui, singyee & rena first. head over to thai express for dinner. don't ever go for thai express at vivo. their customer service is UBER bad! when singyee signalled for e bill, e guy looked through her like as though she's waving to someone behind him. and it took them almost 15min just settling our bill.

tsk tsk.

got "sucked" into the face shop on our way to ben & jerry's. nail polish, $2.60 per bottle, can i resist? especially with those bright colours. oh. i got a navy blue too. coooool~ someone's gonna nag at me for wasting money. thank goodness he don't read my blog. hehe. erin & jasmine joined us at ben & jerry's. nothing much la. just e usual crap from weicheng's shifu - singyee. always "joke", then realise not funny. then she'll say, "okay, not funny. haha."

* roll eyes *

here comes e fun ....... chilled a short while at e water area. junhui die die don't wanna take out his shoes to wade in e water. took photos, fooled around with poses. didn't stay long cos e security said doors are closing. rushed to e interchange to see if i still have last bus. PLENTY! aha! BUT i overslept on e journey back (jon's gonna laugh at me for oversleeping). went all e way to mediacorp that area. got daddy to fetch me back. he's so niceee. 12am ++ yet still willing to fetch his little lost lamb. okay, i know. not funny.

*tickle myself - ahehehe *

yup. fun day. though my day in e office wasn't exactly great. office politics - backstabbing. so disappointing. i thought backstabbing were only for kids. so are my colleagues immature? or has e world changed, that even adults fashion backstabbing? don't wanna elaborate. nerve-wrecking. forgiven and forgotten. i'm smiling cos God rewarded me a wonderful night's out with e UFG & junhui. <33



4:16 am Y





.Tuesday, 3 July 2007 '

MOVIE MADHOUSE!!!
30/06/2007

JUST FOLLOW LAW


EMCEE & TANYA CHUA


joce & tiff


tanya chua & lim teng zui


tim & leslie's trying to keep e prize for himself








ziling, tiff, mil



future wanna-bes


E378 ROCKING!!!


BANG(4) GANG(1) LOR!!





"autograph" session



tim & mil

joce & mil

leslie & mil




err, okayyy.




soon wee & tiff


leslie & me

me & mil

me, ziling & mil


our prize - 1st runner-up!




celebrity look-alike :P

chris & tiff

tiff & leeling


last saturday was indeed 1 of e best times e378 have had for so long. still got 2 more we took at expo. all e 6 cgs together. still waiting for keeve to email. hopefully he can get hold of e videos for all e 6 dramas. till then. :D



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